Anxious

This is the side of autism that people don't see. Xander is so good at masking and will hold everything together.  Even nana and grandad don't see this side of him much. Of course last night he said he didn't want to go back to school and this morning he was holding back tears. Complained of a sore tummy and head. He did so well to stay at school and got on really well. 

The jedi played outside most of the day at nursery and flaked out when he got home. I let him nap for half an hour. I wish I could nap. 

Work went very well for being the first day back. Everyone was on top form. I did struggle a bit but just got on with it. I taught my class a little drumming beat. We got all the drums and the xylophones out and had a music session.  

It's cheerleading soon which harp and Xander are looking forward too. 

I'll get to journals if I can.