Difficult

James had invited us for lunch - we drove over for 1.00 but he was getting his tattoo done with Samuel (they are both having individual reminders of Aimee - OH  and I are also going to get one done soon!!)

The meal was prepped but we arrived about an hour before he did so we put the oven and the heating on and got our tears out of the way before he got home.  Aimee's ashes were on the side in a casket and I was so sad at the sight and the tears flowed.  I wandered around the flat and it was not the same, all the homely touches but no Aimee.  I snapped this picture in their bedroom - a print they bought a few years ago - what a sh*t show - not forever - just for the length of time they were together - 8.5 years.  Life is very cruel. 

It was good to catch up with V&P and they would have made the best in-laws for Aimee.

Home for a cup of tea and probably an early night.