Checked out

Got to the office early, I thought I should get 5-10 minutes with the new CEO before his day gets really busy. He came in at 7:45am on his phone and went to the meeting room and stayed there for pretty much most of the day.

My young padawan wasn't in, she is really ill with this bad cold so it was very quiet and dull in the office, despite it being very busy.

The new guy saw a few more people today, but couldn't find time for me so I approached him at the end of the day saying that we needed to talk. He might try and fit me in the week after next.

I mentally checked out in the morning when I could see what was happening and that I wouldn't get the opportunity to speak to him. It feels like history repeating itself for me from 20 years ago when something similar happened.

I was depressed all the way home on the train and went straight to bed.

Today I am thankful for:

1.  Comfort food to keep me going