.............if only.......

Tickets for tonight's and tomorrow's lottery.

A big win would be nice.

I've been in a bit of a quandry since yesterday evening........my immediate manager has gone off sick.......for at least four months...possibly longer......I've been offered the post....it's a promotion...and more money....but it's a lot of work...and it starts now.

I'll do it...of course I will.....but a huge lottery win might just change my mind.

hebs has been full of beans and smiling all week.....I'm really happy for her. She's definitely got her spark back...it feels like she doesn't need my help any more.....which is a little bit strange...but in a good way....I just don't see as much of her these days.

Maybe I'm just tired after a week of little sleep......I just feel a bit down and out of sorts.

Let's see what the weekend bring.s