Day 20 - Sober for October

I'm a bag of nerves. Not nerves, something else but I can't think of the word. Words started disappearing earlier this week - I'll end up speechless if I'm not careful.

I'm picking up the hire car today and it has to be packed today. And it's the MRI tomorrow and a 4 hour drive afterwards.

It's not nerves, it's pure fear.