Mixed

emotions.

It's a long time since I didn't have a 'proper' job or some teaching contract or even a complicated day of various lessons and jobs to do. Not that I don't appreciate the time I now seem to have. I can go to the square and have a coffee, blip in the middle of the day and read. There's plenty to do. However, there is also cleaning to be done and plans to make and I feel guilty when I'm not doing something that will earn a little money for this household.

I have two pupils coming this afternoon, so that should kick my butt a little, and then the day will fall into into it's usual pick up from school, football, homework, dinner, bath, and bed routine.

I'm just a little unsettled, that's all.