Depression.

There are days you want nothing more than to hide away in the dark and pretend that you are not you. I have these days alot. I usually do my best to pretend that I'm fine or just mindlessly ignore my problems. Some days things just can't be ignored and your problems are put in the spotlight...these are often simultaneously the best and the worst. The best because once again you must face your problem head on and make a choice to try to change. It's the worst because the truth hurts.