In your absence

I have wished you a happy birthday many times today.
I haven't listened to this song - my mum just mentioned it and my eyes filled with tears.
First one of your birthdays without you here. Will this be the most difficult one to deal with?
I have so many things that I could share with you and I miss you so very much.
Along with grandad you, my dear sweet Nana, are very much on my mind.
Xx