Day 78

I was comforted this morning (again) by Isaiah 41:10:

So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

That helped lift the greyness a bit, but I still didn't feel great.

I read a bit of a book about anorexia and it brought back some very difficult memories. Praise God that I am free of that now.

I came very close to cancelling tutoring but thankfully did go in the end (even though I was a bit late, as ever). I'm glad it isn't paid - definitely takes the pressure off. I was somewhat distracted but did manage to help in some places. Possibly hadn't eaten enough?

I read a bit more of the book. It made me (re)realise when I started shutting out my family. The stupid illness. I think I will probably write about this another time...

In the evening, I went to church for my small group. I got so ridiculously tired though. It might just be that I had actually done some exercise earlier (cue panic, maybe this will make me well) which my body is not currently used to. I'm not really sure. I never am, am I?!