Bleak

I've spent the weekend in my childhood bedroom trying to write a presentation for an interview I have on Tuesday. The view out of my window reminds me of countless anxiety ridden Sunday afternoons trying to finish my homework for a Monday.

A terrible drive back to London through torrential rain.

On arriving home we discover our beloved cat who we have cared for for almost 10 years, who is mother to our 3 other cats, and who we went to a great deal of trouble to bring with us to this new house, has escaped and is nowhere to be found.

I hope she is ok out there somewhere. I'm heartbroken.