Running girl

This was taken just before I headed out on a long training run. I was putting myself to the test, my long run would take me along some of the upcoming Brathay marathon course. I was planning to do between 15-18 miles depending on how I was feeling.
The weather was very wet and despite getting soaked I still had a smile on my face. It's a very lovely route though there is a killer hill on the way to Newby bridge. 17.7 miles done and was very pleased with my efforts.
I need to learn to have more faith in my ability and that I am a strong runner despite my appearance.
My lack of confidence comes from never having a supportive childhood. No one ever encourage or congratulated me on my achievements. I guess though this has given me my drive and competitiveness. I'm always striving though sometimes I'm not sure what for.
When I met Dave at Newby bridge for my lift home, he said well you're smiling and you certainly don't look like you've run as far as you have.