Blue Skies

I had a chat with my cousin today. Apart from calling me an idiot, she planted a seed. A friend of hers has the theory that she only has the time and wherewithal to look after today's problems. Tomorrow's problems are left for her very capable future self.

I've managed every single problem life has thrown at me pretty well. I'm still here, I'm happier than I've ever been, and I'm rebuilding a pretty solid foundation for my boys & me. I need to trust that I'll continue to do that. Future Dotty can deal with the future stuff.

Today I spent an hour with two 10-year old boys who forgot they preferred Minecraft for far longer than I expected, blowing dandelion heads. Then we came home and feasted on l'escargot and roast quail. Followed by Viennetta. It wouldn't do to get TOO fancy. I also submitted a report on baby development and key-stage appropriate toys to my client and started work on the other next big project.

And I'm planning for a night out with some local girlfriends and a weekend away with the London ones. It's all GOOD. That's the kind of tomorrow I need to be thinking about.