Day 161 - travelling back from Geneva

Really not sleeping very well at the moment. Pei had to go to work today so I had half a day in Geneva by myself before starting the journey home. Ideally I would have slept for more of the morning but despite being tired, I couldn't. I was at least quite excited about going out and finding some nice chocolate!

So I got myself up and headed out. I walked around a little, especially looking at the fountain (which bizarrely hadn't been on for the first two days I was here). I became pretty low, unmotivated and I lost my appetite. I am kind of glad about the appetite loss but not so much about the rest.

I wandered around a little more before returning to Pei's room. I didn't feel so bad there as I packed up my stuff.

An afternoon of ups and downs as I flew home. I keep feeling rather desperate as I think of how I might struggle in the future - this week, this summer or beyond! Need to keep telling myself - worry about then, worry about now now! So right now I am here, what am I going to do to help myself now? And remember God loves me and is with me.