do you realize?

that you have the most beautiful face?

and instead of saying all of your goodbyes - let them know
you realize that life goes fast
it's hard to make the good things last
you realize the sun doesn't go down
it's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round

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nights like this make me not want to leave. i guess i realize it cant always be this way. but it's really good for my soul, while it lasts.

and then i realize that i have loved ones all over this country. and it feels this way every time i see them - when i am blessed to see them.

i have roots in chicago and waco. but i guess i live in boston now. and i am quite happy there.

it's just always sad to leave. it aches a little right now.

to boston tomorrow.