Long time no see

Well I just don't know what can I write about. Everything seems so naturally and boring in my daily life hah. I've come back to canton, to my home, for several weeks to get myself rested. Because job seeking was so tired in Hong Kong but I'm quite a lazy person. But whatsoever I have to find one in Hong Kong, after all it's my parents' expectation. I don't know how can I fulfill their dreams for what it know that I'm not as brilliant as they think about me. Though I've been lucky all the time ever since I got into the toppest college and get my master's degree but I still don't think I deserve that. While the people around me keep saying that I'm really smart and the truth is I don't know what to do, for god's sake.

As the trips went so well I really want to keep doing it, I never thought that I could go on a journey on my own but I actually did it, twice. Maybe that's the way I find my independence and self-confidence. One day I want to take my parents to Europe because I want them to be happy, though they have the chance to go abroad but they don't speak English so it's not easy for them. So despite all the frustration I still need to work hard to find a good job then work even harder to earn enough money to do so. Well, wish me luck.