Being Emo...

I know this will work out eventually, I just want it to be now. I need to hold you in my arms, and kiss your beautiful face again. I want so badly to be able to talk to you again. You just imed me and its so hard for me to now answer back. So i'm writing this instead. The second i'm ready to talk to you...i will. I promise. This isn't how i wanted our first year to end, but it's not going to end us. I'll find a way to trust you again. I need to. I'm so lonely without you. I need to hear your voice...to see your face. If only i did a better job of showing you that recently.