1st August 2014

I have no idea what's wrong with me at the moment. Not feeling myself at all and it's starting to bug me. It's not depression, it's like I'm purposefully doing things to make everything more difficult for myself. So I took the girls out shopping to get them a few treats as they've been happy to entertain themselves whilst I've been wandering around; half tidying, half making a mess. I need to get back to meditating in the morning. Time to find my focus again.