Smoke gets in your eyes.

Found myself unexpectedly crying a bit on the train home.
Relief and guilt at my job situation and a bit of sadness.
I'm so tired too. Amazing how much fear can take out of you.

'You have to look forwards not backwards, you hormonal cow'
I thought as I wiped my whole face on the arm of a
cashmere sweater (felt so nice) of the stranger sitting next to me.
Luckily he was asleep.