Got home around 9.30 this morning. Lay on the sofa for the day dozing, and trying to escape the pain that is radiating from my legs and back.

Picked Mum up at tea time and went down to Steven and Kelly's for Kelly's birthday celebration.
Lewis was having great fun with the wrapping paper and rolling about the carpet.

I have a horrible feeling inside me, of dread, like something is going to happen. I have been in tears and don't want to be alone. I don't know what the ECT is doing to me but I definitely don't like what I am feeling. Tomorrow I have a day to myself which I am dreading . I wish I had a hospital appointment .