Hanging On

The aftermath of the high tide last week.

I am hanging on to my life that I had 8yrs ago; I need to let go and move on. It’s hard.
I am hanging on to this life I am trying to live but not really knowing if I want to.
I am hanging on to others words that I’ll get better; I’m not sure.

An emotional charged session this morning; this has stayed with me all day.

Then I received a hurtful email today, it wasn’t pleasant to read and it has really thrown me.

Tonight we are all out for Kelly’s birthday……breathe………..

It’s all just shit and I can’t do it. It just feels too much.