I Feel Infinite.

Does the title look familiar? Haha it's also my journal name! For those who have not visited my "about" page, it is a quote from one of my favorite books The Perks of Being a Wallflower. When I read the book, those words stuck in my head and now I use them whenever I do actually feel "infinite." It's a hard feeling to describe but I'd have to say it is one of the most amazing feelings to ever experience. It comes spontaneously, a feeling a wholeness, completeness, contentment, freedom, and happiness all at the same time. Your body tingles with emotion and your heart feels like it is about to burst. It's during those moments you think "Man, this is why I love being alive."

What I realized today is that I tried to create my own "infinite moment." I planned it out in my head and because I did this, it did not happen. Some things are better unplanned and left to happen on their own. That's what adds to the magic.

This was taken of my friend Anna during small group at church on the hill. A windy breeze with the scent of warm Spring. It was cloudy despite a bit of light from the hidden sunset. Somehow this photo reminds me of the quote, which is why I mentioned it haha.