if you wonder why i'm stressed

it's because i've more or less just stopped doing work.

which is obviously a bad decision.

but when it's sunny and warm out...how can i be cloistered in the library? i am going to have to learn to disengage my affects from the influence of the seasons. otherwise i will never succeed in grad school.

so here's to being a serious student for the next three weeks.

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but for now we are young let us lay in the sun / and count every beautiful thing we can see.