very, VERY, very bad day

Lee went into hospital today. For those of you who read my birth story here here2010]birth story here and you will know about my hubby's kidney problems. Well a while ago he had a body scan and it showed up a mass in his new kidney so they wanted to have a look to see if it was kidney stones or scar tissue from the transplant. Today was the day i took him in at 2pm and Harvey had had one of those naughty mornings were he was just up to mischief. I was getting really fed up of repeating myself saying no all the time. When we got home i was feeling rather sad and worried about Lee.

The rest of the afternoon was much the same. I try to distract him and play with toys, read books etc but he just goes for the plug socket time after time to switch the switch... GGRRRRRR and if its not that then its touching the tv screen. I am just at my wits end! Its so hard at this age (so i am told) as they don't really understand what no means so you find yourself repeating it over and over and over. Very tedious !

I got really upset and down about it all and i just feel like i am doing it all wrong and he is going to be one of those naughty children that you see on supernanny. I know consistency is key so i am going to keep at it and try to be more possative tommorow. I just found myself screaming at him by the end of the day which i felt really guilty about and it dosn't help get the point accross any more than saying it in a calm voice.

Rant over !