yea, yea, another self portrait.

hopefully i'll get some models this week. ideas abound. assistance needed.

today i attempted to build a little boat, draw this image that's stuck in my head, and make wreathes out of the tall grass in the back yard. all of these tasks failed.

but i wrote this little thing, which is corny but consoling:

i will take time today to exist as i am, with my whims and my faults and my lazing thoughts. i will be what i am, i will enjoy what i am, and i will build on that instead of what i'm supposed to be.