Moisture

Its all about moisture. R.'s back on the ventilator. Somehow I was waiting for this to happen, haven't slept all night and called ICU several times. They've put the tube back in at 5 this morning and gave him Propofol to keep him sleeping again. The echocardiogram that was made afterwards showed nothing that would explain why he's stil holding so much water. Tomorrow a new echocardiogram is planned to see if the minor lekkage of his new Mitral valve is more serious then thought first. Both cardiologist and surgeon will be present. Its hard to see him like this again, but it was even harder to watch him last night, struggling for every breath.

Frustration! LOUD!!!!