Holes in my sails.

The weather where I live has perplexed me today a brilliant mix of storms and sun and a navy sky with dramatic grey streaks, I am constantly amazed by the sheer contrast of the natural elements.

When I was younger I became convinvced the weather was completly dependant on my mood and although with age and a science degree these thoughts have been forced to the back of my head today I can't help feeling maybe I was right the first time? becuase thats exactly how I feel right now stormy,unsure,dark but with occasional rays of light from another place, another person, another heart....one that sometimes for the past couple of days has just for the occasional fleeting moments in time been able to calm the pain of my own very bruised one.

James Earl Jones once said-One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter

Sometimes we dont say things becuase we are to scared, scared of opening up such a delicate place to pain and destruction like a new born child we try to keep it safe and away from the world. But in the end if we dont say what we need to say it will only eat away at us eventually destroying our own heart more painfully then anyone else ever could. So I urge you all to say what's in your heart don't be afraid.

Never be afraid.