Today I woke feeling much brighter. I think I was feeling a tad emotional yesterday. But I awoke early and decided to go to the course I'd been umming and ahhing about for the last two weeks.
Making this positive step has led the way in feeling better today. I had been worried about the cost of the course but today I realised that I really needed to be doing something creative and I should just go for it. A good move. Just having some quiet time concentrating on drawing felt really calming and this can only be good for baby. The class is small and everyone nice. I feel so much better and so much more positive. What a relief.