Boring

bah, can't move.

had to take a trip to the emergency room 4am today. stupid sickness weakens me. so i've had to pick up some medicine and go home to bed. man is this boring; i want to run around and find something to do. but instead i find myself lying here looking at the ceiling. endless white.

at least i've figured out how to sort out what i think about. i mean, now i can just not think about stuff that get me worked up or make me sad if i wanted to.

not being able to move is boring. it takes me five minutes to get up and turn on the lights...maybe i should have installed a clap-on.

i want to be out at sea. bound to find something there right? definitely find adventures beyond that horizon.