Organised chaos

By Allsorts

Monday is here again!!!

Today was my first session with a consellor!
My University offers free counselling service to their students. It's a good service and things like that will be one of the first to go during budget cuts. So I thought I better make use of it while it's there.
It's hard for me having studied psychology and counselling to admit that I need help.
I may know all the symptoms and all the signs from other people but when it came to myself I was clueless.
Anyone who has been reading my posts will know I've not been a happy bunny as of late. To be honest with my self I'm depressed. It's something that I've known and been hiding since before Christmas.
I'm good at putting on that mask and being different when out in the real world. Back in the flat i'm distant, weepy, grumpy and miserable (The worse dwarves to be!).
My man I think felt a little lost when dealing with me. He tried hard bless him but we were lost.
Counselling hopefully will be a step in the right direction. Making life more bareable for both of us.
Hopefully you'll see happier posts from me soon.

Cakes are mars bar cake with mini eggs. Made Cause I'm going to my sisters for tea!!! And i'm a comfort baker and eater!!!

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