My baby is 10!

It's so hard to believe Kanye is 10. I spent a lot of the day emotional.

Remembering everything from when he was a baby to now. I thought about all the surgeries he's had, all the doctors appointments, all the seizures.

My heart is so full that he is still here with me. It's been a really hard road and some days are still really hard but we get through it and I appreciate the hardship more because he's still with me.

I also appreciate all the support we have- family, friends and even people who don't know Kanye. It's a huge thing that he's accepted because there are times where even for family he is difficult- he can be noisy and lash out but he's still loved. He never means his outbursts ,he just can't explain what's wrong and it's a constant guessing game.

Though he is hard work and often doesn't cope with the situation hes in, I wouldn't have it any other way. He's still my child- my baby.

We had an awesome day for his birthday!

We decided to walk to dreamworld this morning. It's about 40 minutes but a beautiful stroll.

We got there just in time for Kanye to see dorothys beach party. Andre sat with him in the audience and said he was so incredibly happy- he danced and sang, he held wags hand who came over to him. Afterwards he got a photo with Dorothy and Henry the octopus who he walked up to and just hugged.

He was happy- just content.

We grabbed some food there and went over to white water world where there was a huge swimming area for Littlies called wiggle bay. Kanye absolutely loved it, as did harper and mar!

Marley went down the water slides by himself, harper and Kanye were too little in the sense they can't swim.

When they started to get to get tired we went back through to dreamworld and went on a lot of rides! Kanye has a card where we don't have to wait.

So Andre, Mar and kanye went on the log ride, flying donkeys, merry go round and vintage cars again.

Everyone was lovely today- we went round a ride twice, got a free photo and had staff saying hello because it was his birthday!

We left dreamworld just before it closed at 5 and walked home. It took a bit longer because we stopped a few times. We got ice cream walking back, the sun was setting and it was beautifully warm.

Just before we put the kids to bed it suddenly poured down- really poured. Apparently there's a warning notice and measure stick that's 2 meters for flooding here. 2 meters! I have to say it makes chch surface flooding look like a puddles!

Happy birthday my Kanye. I'm so glad you had a great day!