Only up from here

This pic of Harper was at his lowest today, he was pale, lethargic , miserable and cold. As i was vacuuming he was following me around sitting behind it because it was blowing out warm air. I left the vacuum and got him ready for a shower to warm up.

Andre got home as i was preparing everything so he showered him. We wrapped him up warm and he fell asleep in my arms on the couch.

We both had a bad night and were exhausted. i think i got maybe an hour possibly a bit more of sleep last night. Harper was in pain and feeling yuck. He was sleeping maybe 20 minutes at a time, so in between we were watching postman pat episodes.

Andre helped get the boys ready for school this morning, i was in tears just because i was tired  Everything seemed like it was worth being upset for.

I took a walk mid morning after i had done Harpers meds hoping he'd sleep, it was warm and windy so was relaxing for us both. 

Not long after lunch my sister in law messaged, my mama in law wasnt well and she had picked her up from work but my mama in laws car was still in town. So i went over to watch my nephews while they slept and she went to pick up the car. 

When i got home again it wasn't long before i had to go get mar from school, my mum couldn't be here for kanye today so i had to get Marley early. 

Mar has been really awesome these past few days while Harper has been unwell, We've been making sure any time either of us gets we give Kanye and Mar some attention and tell them how much we appreciate them being helpful.

Hoping we get some sleep tonight, sleep deprivation is awful, can see why it would be used for torture.