sunkissed

today,

good news.

if only i can pull it off, right.

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speeding through statistics like i've lost my mind. squeezing every minute; pushing it.

i have a new recurring dream (i never get recurring dreams) where we are sitting on a beach and i don't know where but it's so equatorial. i am wearing sunglasses (i never wear sunglasses) and you are laughing and somehow serious at the same time.

dream you is like real you but with one important extra thing you are missing.

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i am thinking of fortifying, of making it harder to get through. more secret codes and puzzles. less open doors and cookies.

okay, not less cookies. i was kidding about that one.