Tuesday

I always go and see Grandma on a Tuesday night. Before that I go to Starbucks for my tea. I park round the corner from where my Dad had his workshop. Today I went down for a look and this car is still sitting there from Dad's days, over 11yrs ago. I remember it. I just had to take a photo of it.

I had a panic attack at work today, when I was making chicken fajitas for tea. I had to abandon them.
I know why.....I now have 3 days off.

My body is exhausted, my head is thumping, and I keep wanting to cry.
It was a hard visit to Grandma. I offered to paint her nails; she always got it done in the care home but won't get it where she is now.