Back in bed!

Todays piccie is the view from my bed. AGAIN

It's been a lovely mild day. Husband did a 20 cycle ride with stu again today so I made him porridge in bed for breakfast.

Dales and I took the dogs for a walk in the sun. Stupidly I wore my heavy wellies (bit too much of a leg work out) and put extra strain on my back. I promptly twinged my back trying to take said wellies off when I returned and so have spent the last 5 hours in bed. Very disappointed - I've been doing so well. Still husband did warm me this will go on for months. Will stick to dry paths n lightweight trainers for walks for the next few weeks.

Have managed to use banished to bed time to research the trip of a lifetime husband is trying to talk me into.

I am absolutely terrified and fending off pressure to just agree. I want to do this for me and I'm very excited. I just need to make decisions in my own time.

I am the worst most nervous traveller in the world. (In fact possibly the worst nervous person in the world full stop let alone throwing travelling into the mix - in fact so nervous the ambulance crew that came out for my back gave me a leaflet on relaxation as I appear a very nervous person (great how to inspire confidence - still he was right on the money).

On a good note of bring bed ridden - dancing on ice with no running commentary from husband. It comes to something when you think Jane torville is ageing better than Pamela Anderson. To be fair she has clearly been a true professional and put the hours of practice in as she has done a very good turn on the ole rink.

Right. Back to watching you tube clips and reading books on this crazy trip husband has dreams of doing ... It does look very exciting. I just need to get off this island. Why isn't England attached to the rest if Europe. Life would be so much easier.

Sometimes I wish I was a brave crazy adventurous person instead of the full worrying homebod I am. It must be very dull to live with.

I think I have a phobia of just about everything in life.

This year is going to be different.

Once I can get out this blinkin bed.

News flash update - fell asleep (bad backs are exhausting even if you think you're well!!) but have woken up to see Pamela Anderson and Keith chegwin on the dancing on ice dance off!!! I thought I was still dreaming - even more so when the judges voted to keep cheggers in and pammie off!!! Bless her - her dress fell down and she slipped. A total surprise seeing as she was wearing substantial millimetre wide straps !!! ?