In a bit of weird mood today.

Monday I was really confused, Tuesday I started getting the hang of bits, today we did loads more different stuff then when it came to doing the stuff I understood yest, I forgot how to do it. I know it is normal but it made me feel useless. And by 4pm my head felt like it was going to explode as I was so tired and full of different bits of information and I was worrying I was annoying the girl who is training me by being slow. Mike says I'm putting too much pressure on myself. I agree as it is only day 3 but cannot seem to stop?!

It is going to be like school photo day tomorrow. A photographer is coming in tomo to take proper pics of us for the company and for our profiles. I hate trying to smile in unnatural situations! Esp where I don't know people well. I feel self conscious and end up pulling a weird face instead of smiling! Must practice holding a natural looking smile in the morning. Actually not joking.

Yeah weird mood, feeling quite negative today. Hope tomorrow I will go back up again like yesterday!

Tomorrow is company lunch day where every Thursday the chairman buys us all dinner and we eat together in the boardroom. Which will be nice! They sent round a list of options today so I chose salmon and prawn sushi. Yum.