Feels like today has been a hard day. I was supposed to start my radiotherapy and even though I'm only loosing a few days it's been difficult to deal with. I know there are positives but to be honest it's exhausting trying to be positive all the time so I just let myself feel what I need to feel. Tomorrow is another day.

Some time outdoors and the beautiful sunshine and blue skies helped too. Jack had a lovely time playing in the snow this morning. I took him down to the big school and he had a canter about and there was lots of rolling. I took Tobes and Eva down this afternoon and we took him for a walk through the village - everyone on foot as the yard at the stables was very icy and too dangerous to get on him. Then he went in the lunge pen with his treat ball. Toby and Eva love watching him play with that.