First day.

Everything was going so well this morning.  The wildlings fed and dressed and looking forward to the day ahead,  boys were excited, all got in the car and the closer to school we got the more anxious Xander became.  Lincoln bless his cotton socks went into breakfast club at school absolutely fine. Xander started getting very distressed,  in the end I practically had to carry him into school,  he's so strong and was fighting every step. He was in flight mode. Thankfully there isn't many children around when breakfast club starts. His teacher was amazing,  tried to keep everything calm and let me sit in the class with him for a while. And in the end she had to pry him from me so I could dash out the door. It was heartbreaking.  Mr R hated seeing him like that. 

Xander is so good at ' masking ' his autism,  when people meet him they can't really tell he is asd.  He holds absolutely everything together until the anxiety comes out like a volcano. Thankfully he was fine after a while. Both boys had a good day . 

Harp loved nursery.  She was so confident going in. They're all pretty knackered now so I'll make them a early dinner.  

The jedi had a good day. He's exploring toys now and was building rocketships with duplo.  He kept saying  " going to the moon mummy ". His communication is coming on really well. He asked for my red phone today.  

Now that the wildlings are going to be back into a routine I need to shed the extra summer weight I put on. Especially since after my operation I won't be as active .