Still anxious

After seeing the breads in the UK have ingredients that I don't know and my baby tummy increasing each day. I decided to try to make my own bread. It was a fun process. I noted that the middle remained a bit undercooked for my taste and I did use less oil but overall it was good.

I had my anti-depressant quite late this evening and it triggered an even bigger anxiety attack. It seems like I have been nervous about firstly the dinner at my place on Thursday, detaching friendships, finding a second job, future prospects etc. I tried to go for a walk to calm down and sleep.

I also collected some boardgames from Callum for the dinner at my place. For a lot of efforts I have made, I am not sure if it will be even appriciated.