Baby love

Long weekend Yay!

Today we mucked around at home, the boys washed the car, there's been road works lately so the car was really dirty.

When the boys watched wreck it ralph I lay down on the couch with Harper, I'm loving spending lots of time with him. I'm taking it all in, he's my last baby so I'm trying to enjoy it all and I'm so in love, having him was the best decision Andre and I made, he's so yummy! His toes, his little fingers, his beautiful smile and he smells so delicious, I love that baby smell.
I can't believe he's 3 months old in a couple of days, it's going so quickly and it's bittersweet. As I lay with him looking at those beautiful baby features that are so soft and warm I had a moment of sadness as I realised I'm never going to have , enjoy and raise another baby of my own again. All these things that I love- taking care of a baby, watching them grow and reach milestones like sitting and walking, teaching them, being a stay at home mama is on its last leg. I'm not quite sure what I'll do with myself when Harper gets older and goes to kindy/school, being a mama is all I've done since I was 19.

I know I want to travel with Andre and own my own home but other than that a career outside of my home has been something I've never thought of.


Well for now I'll just drink it all in and make the most of my beautiful baby boy.