Sat by the window

Wondering...

wondering what the kids are doing at work - whether they are driving whoever has had to cover my lesson mad.

wondering how long it will be till the next wave of nausea washes over me

wondering if I really have 8 more sets of these bloody tablets to take

wondering if I should take them because they a making me feel like utter s**t

wondering when I will be back to my normal self

wondering what to do for my 500th tomorrow

wondering what the results of my test will be

wondering if I should have toast or a bacon butty

wondering how long it will stay in my stomach anyway.

A quick shot in my office this morning at home, checking emails trying to keep my mind off all of the above...the sunlight was beautiful...figured I might manage an SP with natural light that didn't make me look like a dweeb.

Left it in colour - love the light...not sure about the redness around my eyes - but thats me right now.

Mono here - born to be a goth