A looong walk

I've been tired and a bit lower today. I had sort of been allowing myself to be happier as I felt being on holiday was a good enough reason to be. (Having said that, holidays have been highly stressful occasions for me in the past.) But I was sort of relieved to be struggling today.

Another thing today was I had to remind myself my identity is in Christ and not in my intelligence - there has been chat today of how well my cousins are doing. Also, lithium has definitely reduced my mental capabilities but it doesn't matter anyway!

I've also been thinking I need to find out how Catholicism works so I can better explain why my beliefs are not Catholic - there have been three people at least who have assumed what I am saying is Catholic because they used to be Catholic and so think what I am saying is exactly the same as what they used to believe.