A bit better...

I saw the gp today and I need another blood test just to check a few things. It seems I may have an iron deficiency but I may not!

I went to the MK office and met one of my saviours while I was away. I thanked S profusely for taking the strain with no notice and also had a long chat about the last few weeks with another colleague who was a good listener and seemed to understand certain things very well.

I got a few simple tasks done but mostly stared into space and moved papers around, finding it hard to focus. Still, I was there and it didn't feel as scary as yesterday. I was glad to leave at lunchtime though.

Rather than going for a swim as I had mooted, I caught up with the second series of 'Masters of Sex' which I've been recording but not yet watched. Then I drove the many miles to see my therapist and had a good off loading session. I understood a few more things about myself and am so grateful to have been seeing him throughout this tough time.

I had a beautiful drive home, capturing this lovely view, albeit with my iPhone so not the best exposure, but a really outstanding view of this Northamptonshire valley.