What a day

Today we had the viewing for that flat we wanted- or thought we wanted.

I spent the whole morning being nervous thinking about trying to make a good impression. When we moved in here the landlord interviewed us so i thought the same would happen again. But no. It didn't.

Instead we turned up and there were at least 30 other people there, we walked in and the estate agent just handed - well almost threw- an application at us, she barely spoke. It was very informal and very odd. The kitchen, lounge and outdoor area are nice but the rest of the house is smaller than here. I wasn't in love with it like i thought i was

Feeling disheartened we decided not to apply, instead we are staying here until our landlord sells, hes happy to sell tenanted and said that though he cant guarantee who buys it will be an investor. If not we'll have to move. If an investor who wants tenants buys- then we'll probably be able to stay on, which would be a lot easier.

Plus this way we'll be able to save a lot more money as our rent is quite cheap to the other places out there. So we'll have more money of we have to move

The landlord was happy with that, we feel at ease over it, now to just cross fingers when he sells an investor will buy it!!

I was so exhausted emotionally yesterday, my mascara had ran all over my face after crying about what would we do- feeling lost and uncertain and extremely anxious until Andre pointed out this decision- to stay.

So all of you out there if you know anyone wanting to invest send them our way!!

Kanye was home today - he slept 16 hours. From 3pm ish yesterday until 7 am today. There hasn't been any more seizures but hes so tired still i had to keep him home. That's the longest he has slept post seizure.

Last night not long after i blipped Harper came up to me coughing a bit, i thought he'd choked on some water then he gagged and vomited into my hands. I think he had eaten something he shouldn't because as soon as he had done that he went and found his muesli bar. Marley ran and got a cloth for me. Was such a funny position to be in .

After a draining day , when Mar came home from school i decided that even though Kanye wasn't the best i would take them for walk, i dressed them up warmly and walked to merivale to get their passport photos.

Kanye was really difficult to capture because he kept flapping his hands excitedly but this one they got they think the passport office will accept with statutory declaration. Marleys as you can see is spot on except that i forgot to clean his face and didn't notice that he looks like he has a mustache until Andre pointed it out at home. Whoops!!

Knowing i was emotionally frazzled from today Andre had cooked and cleaned up by the time i got home.

Felt better by the end of the day.