Pop goes the rabbit

Much better day today than yesterday.

For one i didn't cry- mascara and make up didn't run making me look like the joker.

Secondly Kanye had no more seizures again so i am hoping like crazy those 3 or 4 he had Wednesday afternoon were just a once off- pressure release- cyclic - type of thing.

I took Marley to the dentist this morning to get the small hole in his tooth checked out and the dentist said in a very condescending way that Marley had a few small holes in his front teeth and its a common thing they see in bottle fed babies or extended breastfed babies. She asked if he was bottle fed.

I told her i fed mar until he was nearly 3 and she said 'well that's the reason' and glared at me like i was the worst parent in the world. I was 1/2 ashamed that i had caused this, that i had done this to my baby and i was half livid- if looks could kill well lets just say my eyes would have shot laser beams. I wanted to say screw you lady, the WHO recommends breastfeeding until 2 and i would have weaned him then but then our city collapsed so i did what was best to keep him calm and actually, hang on! how does breast milk cause holes? its natural, i made it- my body made it, are you telling me that you think i was secretly adding sugar to my breast milk? I didn't say all of this though i'm not at all confrontational.

Anyways she said shes not going to worry about them because they'll fall out soon and it wont matter anymore so long as there wont be anymore reason for there to be holes in his front teeth. Seriously? She actually asked that as a question- i may have fed him longer than normal but i'm not sill feeding him now !!!!

She explained that she knew it was from feeding as bottle/breast involves the front teeth and that holes caused by lots of sugar- candy chewing are always in back teeth of which he has one small one between teeth she said was from food getting stuck and i should get him to floss- alrighty yeah ok.

Marley didn't cope at all, he was in tears begging me to take care of him, he was frightened. The dentist sighed and said he'll have to be sedated that she couldn't fix it if he was this stressed. She handed me a referral to a paediatric dentist and we left.

I took mar to school and went home to change Harper and Kanye, they had both been so well behaved waiting in the car with my mum while i was with mar.

I promised mar a lego figurine for being so brave at the dentist so after getting the boys changed we went out again. I got the everyone some lunch and we picked up Andre from work for his lunch break, we decided to borrow the car for the weekend so he drove it back to work after his lunch break and mum got my stepdad to pick her up.

Just as i was about to leave to get Marley, mum opened the door but didn't have a hold of kanye and he took off, when he is rested and in a good mood he can RUN. I ran to get him, he had crossed a small road- no stopping and continued on, i finally caught him and put him in is chair. It wasn't easy running with Harper on my back. I hate when Kanye runs because if i come after him running he thinks its a game and will run even faster.

After i picked mar up we went to get his cousin a birthday present for his first birthday tomorrow so i got a peter rabbit jack in the box! Harper loved it so much laughing hysterically at it that i had to get him one too.

I popped to the supermarket and though Kanye was really well behaved and he was quiet- he and i got a lot of looks, there did seem to be a lot of business people in there at the time.

One lady in particular glared at kanye then at me directly in the eyes then back at him all very slowly, then turned and walked away. I was thinking ' um i can see you lady, whats your problem?' she seemed like it was an inconvenience to have to go around Kanye's chair in her extremely high heels and expensive looking everything, though i always park it to the side so its in no ones way. People kept looking so i decided to leave.

Kanye doesn't know it but i do and i hate it , there's no need for it, hes just a kid who has some problems- i get he doesn't look disabled- i do but if they see him in the chair i don't understand why people don't think he must be there for a reason. I know there's nothing to explain to the public why he's in a chair- there's no oxygen tank or a cast on i his leg but still staring isn't going to help, be polite, don't stare and if you are confused ask me, don't look at him like hes an object.

Ok rant over. sorry it winds me up when people are rude, honestly where have manners disappeared to ??

So i started walking to Andres work, the wind was a bit cool and i looked like bag lady with all my stuff but we got there. On the way mar said he needed to wee so i showed him a large tree that wasn't in view of anyone, he wanted to go but then got upset and said 'i cant go here, trees don't like wee and poo on them' he probably has a fair point so he held on.

All in all a long but goo day- time for a foot spa i think.