Not right.

Carlos sitting on the Cactus. Not right.

Everything about my world today. Upside down. Inside out. Not going to be the same. Wrong.

Life is cruel, and unfair. It is days like today that I find it difficult to believe that there is a God.

My thoughts are with someone who has soul running through to his core and I WILL say a prayer, even though faith is something that has not found a place in my psyche today.